cassandra87791 ([info]cassandra87791) wrote,
@ 2005-06-29 22:41:00
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Current mood: indifferent

It's been a loooong time since I've posted.
Doing ok, all except these reoccurring nightmares I've been having.
when I finally drift off to sleep, I realize that Im paralized, Im contious, but I cant move or speak, but Im aware. I want to scream, but I cant, Im using all my energy to move, but its useless. Now, in these dreams bad things are happening to me but Im helpless. Sometimes I can wake myself up. Im wondering what this is all about. anyone a dream interpreter?
Work is going good, I've had several families comment to me about how well I take care of their loved ones. It's nice to hear.
Still trying to get out there and be more social. Break out of my silent shell. Anyone want to hang out let me know.
gonna go do some math homework now (yuck) My teachers really cute, but giving him googlie eyes doesnt seem to be helping my grade, so gotta go study to be smart. nite, nite all~


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[info]roostur
2005-06-30 06:46 pm UTC (link)
In dream inturpretation there is often a margin of error but that kind of dream is reminiscent of a doctor putting you under for a surgery or something more sinister. It also is not unlike claustrophobia, perhaps indicating an entrapment within your shell so to speak, restricting your mobility. If it does not come from a past incident or so in your life, not confronted or resolved, then maybe it is the result of an overwhelming fear of such things, as they are in your dreams, happening. Getting yourself to move in these dreams is the first logical step. Once you can break your paralysis, you have more power to deal with bad things that are happening to you.

Other than that, I'm glad to hear that work is going well for you. It's always nice to hear compliments regarding the care you provide. :) Good luck with your homework and I'll be sure to hang out with you sometime soon.


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[info]cassandra87791
2005-06-30 08:04 pm UTC (link)
thanks roostur~

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[info]nightwind23
2005-06-30 08:12 pm UTC (link)
"Im using all my energy to move, but its useless."
"Break out of my silent shell."

Reoccuring dreams can be just random abstract things, or highly meaningful communications from your own subconscious. I'm no pro, but I'd hazard a guess that you are feeling somewhat dissatisfied with the way your life is going, and unconsciously feel stuck, not evolving and growing enough for your own liking. It sounds to me like you have identified a strong desire to change some things about you and your life, such as being more social and extroverted. Maybe these dreams are just a pressure to actually motivate and do something about this feeling.
Lastly, if you are able to choose to act in your dreams (lucidly or whatever), ask out loud "what do you want from me?" or something like that. See if you get a response.

I would like to hang out with you and get to know you a bit, but lj is my only from of contact with ya. Come to my housewarming party this saturday or something or just gimme contact info if you want. I gots a kiddo most the time bt I have free time here and there.

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(Anonymous)
2005-06-30 11:37 pm UTC (link)
cassandra_rachelle@hotmail.com

cell#(425)387-4339
love to hang out sometime

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